Today life end d, wat I have learn from today is...
强颜欢笑is really hard to me, smile happily but not really smile from my heart, who will know after I smile I feel like wan to cry, i choose smile to overlap the deepest emotion from my heart, today u keep go away from me, is really hurt to me, I wan bek the old life, I can forget bout everything that happen before, I hope u can stay beside me like last time, calling me darling like last time, I really miss the old you..
你越害怕的东西，它就会越靠近你
PROGRAM LATIHAN KHIDMAT NEGARA (PLKN) the thing that I worry and scared the most since last year, last week I saw a lot of friends post a lot of status about PLKN, I afraid to check did I kena or not, until today mummy take my ic number from my doctor letter and help me check on it, wat I get is taniah, OMG when I heard mummy tell me, I suddenly blank, I'm so afraid on it, it couldn't be real, I jz can't accept it until I check the second time myself, and now I believe that I really get PLKN d...
因为你，我改变了很多之前的决定
Coz of PLKN, parents decide to send me to study in Penang for January intake course, but my previous own decide is to stay at taiping to study form six with friends and oso becoz of u, but now I have to change all the plan, I have to study hard to get a good result to study at Penang collage or not I have to attend the PLKN, I think I will miss u all...
Today I didn't left any energy d, I use it all in the morning, is really exhausted, tired me >.<'
GOOD NIGHT WORLD & U <3
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